You expect things to be the way you want it to be. But you need to spare a thought for people around you too. Yeah, I know you’re not enjoying any of these. Trust me, I’m not too. And I’m sure no one will.
Gosh, those words you said were harsh and cold. Words can’t possibly describe how hurt I was. I told myself I shouldn’t cry because you’re not mine to begin with. Told myself it will be a better choice for me to let go of everything. So I didn’t reply you. In fact, I didn’t want to text you anymore.
But all this changed when you called me that night, apologizing to me, saying that you’re sorry to hurt people you must never hurt. And idk why but instantly, I felt better.
It was sweet of you to offer me food when you know I was really hungry. Sweet to know that you even tried to google my address when I refused to give. :)
And after the call ended, then I realize, I’m not supposed to stay . I’m not even supposed to be talking to him. But it’s not an easy task. Something inside me just won’t allow me to. -_-
